I love her stuff anyway, but these songs really get me because they ring so true, particularly about the complexities of abuse in a relationship.
The Glass Child - I'll Never Tell
It's quiet now...
Broken glass and pieces of me on the floor
I hear you now, please don't be angry anymore
I'm staring at that door...
I wear you on my skin, open wounds from every fight, no one can win
You made me doubt my worthiness, believed your sin, murder from within
I'm running now, counting every breath I take
You're right behind, breathing down my neck
What will you do this time? And will I survive?
Then you're slowing down
I say I don't deserve this but now I can't do without
Boy, you can use violence, I will hurt for you
Please just kill this silence
If I only knew, loneliness is worse than being killed by you
Please don't leave me now, don't leave me fallen here to drown
Who am I now?
Can't you see you're all I've got?
I'll take your fists, if you take me too
Secrets hidden well and I will never tell
So don't leave me now
My body's broken, now my heart is too.
The Glass Child - Give Myself Away
Leave, come back again, lock and throw the key out
I can't swallow, you're my prison
I call you my friend
Why do they keep telling me to fight you? They don't know...
Close off feelings, convinced me to believe in you, with all the glory
Sweet desire, you say they will admire me and one day I'll be free
But you won't stop, now I give up, you own me *this bit is a tad close to home!*
I hold my breath cause I dont need it when I'm with you
Just take me, breathe me, I give myself to you
Your ghost lives in my shade
Everywhere I go I hear you whisper, all my secrets
Think I've gone insane
Feeling something pouring in my veins, a ticking louder
I thought you said you'd help me be a better me
So where's the glory?!
Sweet desire, you said they will admire me
But I'm too blind to see
That you won't stop
I throw my hands up, you own me.