Death My Sister Died Last Night

[recoveringfromptsd]

This all is a lot to take in, and I am not sure I can take it all in, by abuse therapist has hit the pause button because of this on my EMDR treatment path, and I know she is right to, as every one of my clinician's knows what goes thru my head at times like this. I am surprised with what I have let on so far that they have not had me admitted, as I have had repeated periods of thoughts of joining my late sibling.

 

[anonymous]

:hug: I apologize for writing such a detailed response. You are already overwhelmed with information.

It is good that you have a good support team. Taking your days a little at a time is all you can expect from yourself.

I hope you will keep reaching out for support. That is important.

Hugs to you.:hug:

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I accidentally hit the "Anonymous" key
.AKJ

 

[Fadeaway]

You must be in so much pain and grief right now. No advice, just hear to listen.

 

[Rumors]

So sorry....

 

[recoveringfromptsd]

thanks

 

[recoveringfromptsd]

I am having a really hard time dealing with this even with my nephew here until monday, sometimes I am ok, and work on taking care of things, other times I am just overwhelmed, and sometimes I have thoughts I should not have. On top of it, this happened in such a way I can't afford some of the basics and certainly not my healthcare, and then Social Services apparently decided I no longer needed extra help, and is having social security take back what they already paid leaving me with no way to take care of the bare basics like electricity.

 

[mamachick]

I am so sorry for your loss. It will be 2 yrs in June that I lost my sister.
I am so sorry that you are having to deal with social security issues on top of you loss.
Hugs

 

[recoveringfromptsd]

@brat17 I am so on the edge I actually can't deal with them, I am so at the point of breaking that I expect I will be forced into the hospital over the thoughts I have had lately (S/I). They all already know I have been having those thoughts, I believe that most likely will be the case after my nephew leaves.

 

[Lionheart]

I am so sorry for your loss. I am grieving the loss of a friend who for all intents and purposes was a big brother to me. I believe that only the body dies and that the conscious soul lives on and that brings me some comfort.

If you believe you need to go to the hospital, please do so and get yourself some rest and support,...this is a difficult time and you'll want to be extra good and gentle with yourself.

Wishing you peace, comfort and healing down to your soul,

Lionheart777

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I am so sorry things are so complicated. Sometimes going into the hospital is the best thing. I have done that 3 times and it helped.

From there you could re-apply for SSD, since you can't work from there. But most of all, you would be safe...

Don't give up:hug:

 

[mamachick]

Sometimes that can be the best support...you don't have to wait for your nephew to leave. I know the depression and grief that follows the death...no time like now for getting the right help.