5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. Conversations with Da Therapist: :banghead::bag::shifty::shifty:
2. Conversations with Therapist Buddies: :giggle::brb::ninja::ninja::smug:
3. Sleep.
4. All the fun, @Rad :D Ground troops or sea scouts?
(Also bit surprised you can just sign up like that where you are, but the more you know. Places I had experience with in that role had you coming through a vetting process & being a regular member for quite some time, or at least demonstrating knowledge via certification and approved courses.)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I made it through today so far anyways.:wacky::wacky::wacky::bag::banghead:
I am trying something different:tup::tup:
I am going to get up earlier in the morning and hopefully spring into action.:roflmao::roflmao:I know, I know.:confused::eek::oops::rolleyes:
Hoping that the people here are coping well today, we can all use a boost I think:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
I am done pretty much for this day.:arghh;:arghh;:arghh;:arghh;:bag::bag::bag::banghead::banghead::banghead:

 

[expectingbetter]

1. Headache, again :bored:
2. Rain, rain, grayish weather :angelic:
3. I ate my self made croissants :cp:
4. Feeling loved by my friends :joyful:
5. I finished the first book I took this year at the book fair, it took me 2 weeks :bookworm:

 

[Muttly]

@Rain good luck on that springing into action
@expectingbetter hope your headache goes away

1) I guess I need an "I'm sorry" or some acknowledgement.
2) what just happened. pushed more options instead of smilies because I'm sleeped deprived and ended up losing all my post but number 1
3) not a fan of drunk roommate/tenant. also not a fan of how much money he spends for being broke. ok, other than yesterday he's not spending a ton and some of what he is spending is because hes not on the meds he needs. hopefully m paid for most of yesterday, and not him
4) I've forgotten what one of my thoughts was.
5) ok, today I am going to call the surgeon. I am allowed to do that. I am not being pushy. I am allowed to ask for the medical care I need. I am not making up my issue
6) aha, remembered my missing thought. been watching youtube clips of graham norton. good stuff

 

[expectingbetter]

Thank you so much @Muttly

 

[Tropical]

@expectingbetter two weeks to finish a book? That's impressive! In my eyes anyway..

1. Using music to drown out my racing thoughts. Working so far. I think. Maybe not. I don't want to disconnect. Again.
2. My hands are too cold to crochet. :sour:
3. At least my tropical fish are nice and warm.
4. No matter how much I wear myself out during the day, I still have trouble sleeping at night. I am exhausted.
5. Maybe I should hibernate and hope no one notices that I'm hibernating and read GoT while doing so.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

good luck on that springing into action

Thank you so much @Muttly !!:hug:

Fighting against the inner darkness that took over my life....bring it on!!!:ninja::ninja::ninja:
I have a plan of action and it is beginning to help.:tup:
I had several aha moments lately.:geek:
I am going to be very insistent on being okay and more than okay.:ninja::ninja::ninja:
I am getting out of here today to go somewhere for an outing, and fighting like mad for me today:ninja::ninja::ninja:

 

[Anrish]

1. More than half time down here.
2. Was inivited for a hot drink.
3. Wonderful snow.
4. Ture, speak your mind!
5. ...cocoa! I am going to hunt down my cocoa - NOW! :ninja:

 

[BM2A]

1. CPN says to me shes sorry. She feels crap about our relationship right now. And can she pick me up from work and take me for a coffee?
2.Childrens services are all over me cause of how i had a hospital admission a while ago, so im thinking say yes, be friends.
3) How do i always get myself into these messes?
4) I need to get more tough at work, clients are getting way too demanding, like I can magic a house for them out of now where.
5) I know theyre desperate, but its really starting to piss me off. The jobs gonna make me a bitter old woman

 

[expectingbetter]

Thank you @Tropical. :notworthy:, I am rather of the opinion it took me quite long to finish it, it's not a long book and my daily obligations are barely anything, but as I am in quite depressed period I certainly see it as a success, at least I didn't leave it :oops:

 

[expectingbetter]

1. Therapy wasn't extremely painful today, grateful for that.:tup:
2. Some new insights revealed, I can feel that my view on things is becoming wider :wideeyed:
3. Fear of another sleepless night :shy:
4. I have to keep moving, doing, can't get back into my shell :stop:
5. Learning to feel that I deserve good :oops:

 

[Ronin]

1. Gee, looking for a job for someone else, somewhere else, is as desperate as looking for one for myself.
2. Hellholes. Let's not think of. Just-move-mofo. Wait it out. f*ck sake. Stellar.
3. Pears. Pears and gossipping guys against fear, grief and genocides.