5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[mumstheword]

I have a house inspection in 4 days
I'm too exhausted to do anymore preparation today
I feel more ready for a hospital admission than indepth prep for a house inspection
I wish I was more well and functional

 

[420kitty]

1. I can't believe I survived that shift.
2. Did I really fall down in front of everyone? Jeez...
3. It's weird how it's freezing at night but warm during the day.
4. Fk, it's cold...
5. Today has been a blur.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

• This week's healing has been quite intense but also apparently quite necessary.
• Many tears released, more primal screaming than usual, heightened awareness in spaces I didn't realize I needed to be aware of, bouncing on the mini-tramp a lot more than usual, and more walks and talks than usual.
• Grateful for spaces and hearts that kindly accept, respect, and openly allow for each of the above processes.
  
• Today kicks off a weekend-long fur baby visit that's even more good medicine.
• All that relief arrives just in time to welcome in the full moon energies....yee-hah....buckle up, y'all. lol

 

[Muttly]

@420kitty I hope you didn't hurt yourself when you fell

1) Ok, definitely do have a cold
2) Got to get moving. Blah, I don't want to work
3) Goal for today, to draw something
4) I'd also like to figure out my schedule. I don't feel on top of things.
5) I can do this

 

[expectingbetter]

1. Sadness is trying to overwhelm me again
2. First snow
3. Warm room
4. Bad evening
5. Yearning for something to warm my heart

 

[Chiqui]

1 I am feeling down today. Dark clouds are near. Why is that?
2 I have been feeling stable and more or less content for the last four weeks or more
3I need to remember moods comes and goes and triggers are there. They come unespectely This is how ptsd works,
4 Writting this down helps. I have been with heaviness on my chest, bad one.
5 I don't like the word"hope" anymore. It is deceiving and keeps me standby.

 

[Anrish]

2. First snow

Same here! It's very unusual for this area but it began to snow today. :laugh:

1. Bouldering is an interesting sport - lots to learn about my own body.
2. I would say...I had a date.
3. Off to a medieval Christmas market. :laugh:
4. Baking bread rolls. :hungry:
5. Time filled with changes.

 

[Ronin]

1. Happy for your dating @Anrish
2. And your refinding something more useful than hope, @Chiqui
3. I can't believe my place to squat at is a cop bar. Again. (For the love of coffee we remembered who we were).
4. This no-future thing is getting tiring, though. But standing requests of a friend. So I don't f*ck off to mid East/Asia for the fun of it.
5. Goodbye, S.T. Fly on well. Ruffle everyone's feathers and take off at any sign of fire. Forever Love, Friend.

 

[Chiqui]

Yes, Happy for your dating and bread rolls @Anrish
Thanks @Ronin . Something that It was belling around, and now, I gotta! I feels more mature for me only because you have to and others expect me so. And yep! I find myself on the most strange places because the coffee.
Coping with worring about catastrophic Christmas. What a pain. Wanting to scape for those days. May do It.
Uneasy all day. Still sleeping all night, non stop. Quetiapina, I adore you!!

 

[jaccat]

Nothing's changed at work while I've been away.
Don't want to think about the triggery event, even if I did manage to not completely freak out.
No matter how much I think I should like it, I'm not really a fan of Baklava.
Thanks to yesterday's yoga workshop my stomach hurts when I sneeze...or cough...or laugh...
I hope tonight is nightmare free.

 

[BM2A]

1. Its a small world. I took my little girl to the cinema for Paddington Bear. And ended up having to sit behind my CPN and her boyfriend... She kept saying look Mummy.
I really did not want to look.

2. Ive started buying all these books about PTSD and trauma.

3. I keep looking for some way out.

4. I feel like its bad to feel anything good :(

 

[Ronin]

I'm not really a fan of Baklava.

Sweetness, aaall your unwanted baklavas would be well homed with me. ;)