lostforgottensoul
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So I work in a call center. We used to be back to back in calls but they've hired like twice as many people in the last few months and now have (or at least yesterday) 20 or more mins between calls. Work is a big distraction. I stay numb at work and if I allow any amount of of unnumbness all hell breaks loose onto customers so I need to keep myself numb and work hard at that. Web surfing is also a distraction. It was easy for me to find a good distraction out on the internet. But they said in a team meeting yesterday "zero web surfing between calls". That wouldn't of been an issue months ago but now that there's so much time between calls I find myself very much struggling. Especially when already fighting exhaustion, anxiety, or trying to keep myself numb.
I did ask about bringing my paracord projects to work. My sup at the time said no. Because someone that used to knit did it while on calls and it distracted her from her calls. Thanks girl! And I was also told no about a deck of cards and I had to get the ok by my sup to bring in adult coloring books and then he constantly asked me if I still needed it and to only bring out one colored pencil at a time. I haven't needed it in a while now and have a new sup that didn't work with me and anxiety at work.
So, I am left with just myself a pen and paper and that's it. Can anyone tell me pen and paper games I can play alone? I dont want to write poetry as i stay numb and don't want to unnumb or cant write because I am numb. Figured out I struggle to write when numb yesterday. I can do a budget or write lists of things but eventually I run out of things to write. Anyone have ideas?
I did ask about bringing my paracord projects to work. My sup at the time said no. Because someone that used to knit did it while on calls and it distracted her from her calls. Thanks girl! And I was also told no about a deck of cards and I had to get the ok by my sup to bring in adult coloring books and then he constantly asked me if I still needed it and to only bring out one colored pencil at a time. I haven't needed it in a while now and have a new sup that didn't work with me and anxiety at work.
So, I am left with just myself a pen and paper and that's it. Can anyone tell me pen and paper games I can play alone? I dont want to write poetry as i stay numb and don't want to unnumb or cant write because I am numb. Figured out I struggle to write when numb yesterday. I can do a budget or write lists of things but eventually I run out of things to write. Anyone have ideas?
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