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Rose White
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I understand this too. I think your assessment is spot on and that’s how I’ve thought of my dad too. That he was disgusted by me because of what he did to me. All I want is him out of my life. And I want to keep healing my brain-body so that I can keep reaching out and depending on people who I deem trustworthy. And I want to eat food and experience pleasure with people I love.should never have used me as his sex object!! Then too, at this same time he was emotionally rejecting me, perhaps, because he felt guilty for his actions and was then, pushing his guilt feeling onto me. A