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Movingforward10
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Thinking it through, when she asked me what I had gotten out of the session where she said she worked really hard, too hard, to help me; I said some emotional improvements in my constant fear state and then listed a few practical things. And she responded "I hope you got more out of it than a few practical tings". And she said that in quite a forceful way. I wouldn't say shouting, but firm and spontaneous. I took it to mean, I have done it wrong again.
But I did list an emotional thing.
And I wonder if the question and answer turned into what she needed to hear?
And I needed to give her an answer to help her feel competent in her role?
Idk.
This is where it's confusing.
And I'm worried because we have next week and then she has a break. Part of me is dreading the break, the other part can't bear all this and is happy for the break. But I have no idea what adult me feels. Think I'm too much in a young state of mind.
But I did list an emotional thing.
And I wonder if the question and answer turned into what she needed to hear?
And I needed to give her an answer to help her feel competent in her role?
Idk.
This is where it's confusing.
And I'm worried because we have next week and then she has a break. Part of me is dreading the break, the other part can't bear all this and is happy for the break. But I have no idea what adult me feels. Think I'm too much in a young state of mind.
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