5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. So that how happiness feels like. :wideeyed: Stay, sucker, I didn't feel you a very long time.
2. And all grateful for smart books. Why can't more people write smart books like that instead of all the other relationships nonsense?
3. Still on painkillers dilemmas.

 

[Anrish]

1. @Ronin : *gets a rope to keep happiness by your side* :ninja::hug:
2. Chaotic day but it became a bit better.
3. I should cook lunch (yeah, it's already dinner time - I know...).
4. It's getting too cold for longer rides on my MTB. :coldfeet:
5. Off to calculation.

 

[Deleted member 28740]

This dog is not my other dog
I am not myself
Transitions
Stick with them?
All to real

 

[expectingbetter]

Why weekends are more likely to be much harder than other days?

Why is my big city actually like a tiny village where I have to encounter ghosts from my past with their shocked faces like as if they had seen a ghost indeed, on almost every day when I just appear in the city centre???

All areas of my life are so broken that I can say they had vanished.

How one could adapt to live with such emotional pain?

Is it going to be forever this way? I dread so.

 

[Muttly]

1) holy muckaroo, I am way more tired than I realized.
2) I have this running countdown in my head, 2 more days until mri, 5 more days until orthopedic doc, and then ... ? sigh. I suspect I do need surgery so then the countdown starts all over.
3) I think I'm in an ok mood, so why am I so tempted to do some things I will regret?
4) first flood watch of the season. over an inch of rain so far today
5) oh, just found the answer to number 3. it was the nightmare. blah.

 

[Crow]

1. I miss this site and the compassion and support.
2. I don't miss this site. Just saw a a great thread was shut down basically because of one person's obstinance.
3. Yeah, don't miss this site.
4. I'm clearing out half of what I own and have been lugging around for decades. This time it's so much easier.
5. Self care is becoming easier as I move more crap out of my living space.

 

[Anrish]

1. Focus, Anrish.
2. Need breakfast first.
3. Slept through the night, wow!
4. Only five work days left until my spa holiday will begin.
5. Time to learn.

 

[expectingbetter]

Scared, depressed
I need to get up from bed
I need to eat
I need to love myself and accept myself
I am not a bad person

 

[Rani G2]

Someone in the bus farted... human I guess

I think of vulcan philosophy, remove compulsion be more rational and logical

Need to go to that Yoga class

People will not always like you...I dont want to give a F*

Spinal/ butt training made my Day

 

[Muttly]

@PURUSHA Spinal/Butt training?

1) I am so curious what had my dog freaked out. Also concerned. 3:45AM-ish and he's totally frightened, growling, barking and focused on the door. Not like he reacts to thunder. Not like he reacts when there's some other scary noise. And so focused on my door. I'm sitting there with him in my lap, telling him he's safe and thinking if any human comes through the door I have a 50lb dog on my lap and can't walk without crutches anyway. Not exactly a restful night
2) Why is my neck so sore?
3) Got to get moving. This schedule (and my knee) are exhausting
4) I hope I'm not turning into a super whiny, negative person
5) On another note, people at the store really seem to like me. It's weird. I don't understand what's so likable about. Ugh. That sounds like bragging. Not what I intend... or I'm fishing for compliments, which is also not what I intend. I just... am surprised. It's nice though

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Allergies again from the winds...so congested:yuck::yuck::yuck:
Woke up from having bad dreams which have colored over this morning....longing for diversion.:sick::notworthy::yuck::cry:
Need to reset, how will I accomplish this?:cautious::unsure::inpain::nailbiting:
Probably by fixing me breakfast.:coffee::hungry:
I have not had a bad like this in a very long time, It goes with PTSD so well too.:(:confused::mad:

 

[ladee]

I'm thinking about how many mean people there are in the world... and how just a few mean actions ripple into the universe and cause so much distress for so many.
I'm thinking how grateful I am that I made a decision at the first of this year to get toxic people out of my life.
And thinking how much less chaos and drama has left room for good things to happen and making new friends
Am thinking how pissed I am at the Laundry Fairy for not showing up to do that pile of dirty laundry... lying Bitch !!!
Am thinking if people don't get my humor, then they don't have an open mind to possibilities to learn how to laugh at what life hands us sometimes, instead of taking it to the nth degree of misery.