5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[jaccat]

I got up the nerve to ask for help on something. Gone are the days when that was unheard of.
Admittedly I know I don't do it enough.
You could hardly accuse me of taking advantage.
I'm almost happy right now.
I hope this uptick lasts.

 

[Ronin]

1. If I had a cent for every morning I am woken up by a violent jerk...
2. ... (no, it does not end in a sailboat this time, it ends up in founding NGOs)
3. What else would be better summed up by humor
4. Still wishing R. was around, instead of that distasupport, whenever weather alligns
5. Missing other R, both of them. (Home is the wind) (hijos de putas, such stupid reasons to go forever, even more half of it were just lies)... back to sitting on pandora boxes.

 

[Justmehere]

1.) I will choose love over hate.
2.) I will forgive others even when it for sure doesn’t mean reconciliation.
3.) Can the wildfire smoke please go away?
4.) Breathe... cough.... breathe... rinse and repeat!
5.) I will TRY to choose love over hate of myself.

 

[Emotional girl]

I want to go tomorrow but at the same time I want to stay at home.
Say if after 4 weeks we don't have a connection any more and it is a rubbish therapy session.
I really wish this anxiety would go away.
Why am I so useless at everything.
Sometimes these triggers hit me so hard but I have to pretend that everything is ok.

 

[Muttly]

1) I should just suck it up and go to the dr.
2) I am a bit mad at life today
3) What if it it's the worst case and it's pneumonia. I can't afford to not work
4) Hmmm.... I should try to come up with some positive thoughts
5) And after thinking that, I looked out the window and saw the light hitting the trees. They are still a bit damp from an early rain. And they sky is partly cloudy so the light is all silver and everything is shiny. It's highlighting all the textures and patterns of the bark. Nice.

 

[Friday]

What if it it's the worst case and it's pneumonia. I can't afford to not work

Caught early, 5 days of Zithromax = Right as rain.
Later? You’re looking at about 6 weeks.
Jump on pneumonia quick quick.
Says the chick who gets it at least once a year.
Urgent care or the minute-clinic at the pharmacy can hook you up with a Z-Pack & an albuterol inhaler in 10 minutes.

“It feels like I’m getting pneumonia, again, and I’d like to jump on it while it’s still mostly upper respiratory.” Voila.

 

[Emotional girl]

I am going to miss him so much?
I don't want to ring the crisis team again.
Why do I always have to speak to people when they don't really like me.
I wonder how long I will have to wait to see someone else.
I didn't realise he had such curly hair until today.

 

[intothelight]

1. Automate
2. Hire
3. Delegate
4. Motivate
5. Teamwork

 

[Justmehere]

1.) ouch, I’m sore
2.) too hot to walk the dog? Yep.
3.) much labor to do this Labor Day weekend
4.) Can’t wait to watch the next season of Dr Who
5.) the task of motivating volunteers = a good challenge for me to face

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

• Not sure how I ever used to manage all the things I used to do in a day....back in the day.
• It seems with each new advancement I make, regardless of the arena, a new pain of some sort arrives right after.
• Hmmmm...maybe it's simply cellular memory....or learned resistance of some sort....or maybe it's an actual issue.
• Who the f*ck can keep it all straight and make sense of each and everydamnthing while staying on top of the most important stuff?
• Apparently not me.....as the brain works overtime and the aches arrive in full force....blah humbug.

 

[intothelight]

1. Need to clear out B's desk and set things up. Seems so final, but can't avoid it.
2. Meeting with a group trainer today so will be showing up as I need to relearn to lift weights safely with how my body has changed.
3. Date with the pool, sun and my book.
4. Cleaner hired so one thing to check off my list.
5. Need to shop for upcoming birthdays on line.

 

[Chimera]

I'm thinking I need to get into the water soon. (Though it's not the best weekend for me to go to the water, too many other people.)
I need to remember why I'm fighting and what I'm fighting for and I need to keep that up front in my thoughts
I need to stop drifting off
It would be good to create something today
I am grateful. For my family, for this place, for this time and for the desire to get well