Ive gone through periods that I dont sleep til dawn. I hate it, but finally just accepted it. If you do not have to get up and go to work, its inconvenient in dealing with the business world, but I accepted it. So I often have the tv on. I use my laptop, eat a bowl of cereal in bed at 3 am, am up and down-during these periods. I would be a nightmare to be somebodys wife. Even though I wish I had a good partner (chances of meeting one slim to none), I really am not good relationship material at this time because of my ptsd. I have found that those who are willing to accept usually have something much worse, like being a sociopath. LOL