I'm drawn to the idea of art therapy but don't really understand how to go about doing it. I looked thought some older posts on it (thanks @Hashi for the clear instructions on collage). I really like my T and don't want to change her, but I'm wondering if I can do some art therapy at home on my own.
I am drawing a lot of zentangles and I find them relaxing but not something that draws me or my thoughts out. I would like to do more pencil drawing or pencil colouring (less structured). I did a bunch of drawings many months back but I notice that I kept drawing the same type of thing over and over again (natural objects eg grass/trees/plants that were all tangled and intertwined). It may also be relevant that I am not terribly good at drawing, and while I know this is not the point, I do struggle sometimes with judging my drawings.
Does anyone have any advice on what to do, how to go about it, or what I'm trying to achieve. I suppose I'm looking to understand my past more, not really memory work, but understand and connect with how I felt during the abuse as a child...I mean, trying to understand what my abuse 'meant' to me. Not sure if that makes sense. Does anyone know of places to look for more information... google wasn't very helpful for what I was looking for.
I am drawing a lot of zentangles and I find them relaxing but not something that draws me or my thoughts out. I would like to do more pencil drawing or pencil colouring (less structured). I did a bunch of drawings many months back but I notice that I kept drawing the same type of thing over and over again (natural objects eg grass/trees/plants that were all tangled and intertwined). It may also be relevant that I am not terribly good at drawing, and while I know this is not the point, I do struggle sometimes with judging my drawings.
Does anyone have any advice on what to do, how to go about it, or what I'm trying to achieve. I suppose I'm looking to understand my past more, not really memory work, but understand and connect with how I felt during the abuse as a child...I mean, trying to understand what my abuse 'meant' to me. Not sure if that makes sense. Does anyone know of places to look for more information... google wasn't very helpful for what I was looking for.