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[Rani G2]

I guess I went off topic here...

 

[Invisible Fire]

I guess I went off topic here...

not at all. I understand what you are saying. It is a constant inner battle with things. It is hard for me to know what is real and what is my perceived reality. I appreciate that you said you sometime use humor and sarcasm. I do this also. It is very intertwined. All of the coping skills versus and survival skills. I am at a point where I want to sit these things down and let a few people in. Speaking only of myself but its almost like a game I play. Keep everyone out. Stay safe. Don't make anyone mad but also don't care about anyone. I don't care and at the same time am hurt because I care so much.

 

[Rani G2]

is hard for me to know what is real and what is my perceived reality.

I understand, I’m in a similar territory and it’s always hard because it throws me back to some ancient pain, I find hard to deal with. The deep inner conflict of „I shouldn’t need others and shouldn’t care and still feeling very much hurt when connection doesn’t happen or even if it happens me putting up the alarm Systems because I must defend my boundaries.

 

[Invisible Fire]

I understand, I’m in a similar territory and it’s always hard because it throws me back to some ancient pain, I find hard to deal with. The deep inner conflict of „I shouldn’t need others and shouldn’t care and still feeling very much hurt when connection doesn’t happen or even if it happens me putting up the alarm Systems because I must defend my boundaries.

yes i hear what you are saying. I hope you are doing well.

 

[Changing4Best]

I am up at two in the morning again. I love to study and read at this hour. All I hear is blessed silence, so I can focus really well.

 

[Rani G2]

yes i hear what you are saying. I hope you are doing well.

Thank you Invisible Fire.. trying and holding on.. how have you been?

 

[Survivor3]

Good morning everyone !!! Happy Saturday.

 

[Invisible Fire]

Thank you Invisible Fire.. trying and holding on.. how have you been?

I am doing well. :) day by day but for now feeling balanced

 

[Invisible Fire]

Good morning everyone !!! Happy Saturday.

Good morning. Cold weather here. Beautiful fall colors though. How are things in your part of the world?

 

[Rani G2]

day by day but for now feeling balanced

Good to hear invisible Fire.. wishing you a good, relaxing Day :-))

 

[Changing4Best]

There's some sunlight bringing out the golden colors in our trees now. I have not been outside yet, but the last few mornings have been cold, and we were supposed to have our first freeze last night.

 

[Invisible Fire]

There's some sunlight bringing out the golden colors in our trees now. I have not been outside yet, but the last few mornings have been cold, and we were supposed to have our first freeze last night.

Sounds nice the sunlight on the trees. We have had a few mornings with frost. I do enjoy the colors but not the short days