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Chilli And Chilli - Having A Bad Day

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shit when am i going to get a bloody decent sleep,try music ,try medication,i get up i lay down i get up i lay down,its like im playin f*ckin musical chairs in my friggin head. Even my dogs are lookin at me thinking im a absolute nut. Maybe a trip to the docs on monday,here we go again, REORG....................
 
Tell himyou don't mind going to his house and ringing the door bell every hour so he has a better uderstanding. Man don't drive the dogs nuts most times I think dogs are my only true friends. LOL. TEX
 
I am sorry you all are having a bad day. I wish there was some magic pill that could take your pain away. Hell I wish there was one that could take my pain away. I know that sounds selfish probably but I am sorry for that.

I think you all have so much to be proud of that it pains me to think that so many of you, including myself, are sitting and thinking what pieces of crap we are when there is no reason for that. We all volunteered (with the exception of Vietnam Veterans who were drafted but nevertheless they went when their country called them) and I read something the other day about how we veterans are the one who signed a blank check for this country payable for any amount up to and including our LIVES. That is something to be proud of and to take honor in. Not alot of other people think of their country and are willing to sacrifice for their country in such a manner. And alot of people have forgotten the fact that veterans like us signed such a check/.agreement.

Anyway, i hope everyone day gets better and I hope that all of you can take the right amount of pride in the fact that you once served in a manner greater than your own self interest....soemthing very few are willing to do these days.

All my best to all of you.
Cheers,
Dawn
 
Tell himyou don't mind going to his house and ringing the door bell every hour so he has a better uderstanding. Man don't drive the dogs nuts most times I think dogs are my only true friends. LOL. TEX

Hey Tex havent been to sleep yet, 22hours now was pretty cranky, but your post had me rollin around the floor mate cackin meself ,lol. Na i recon i might rack out the front of the docs and let him know what its like. Lol Cheers Mate. Matt
 
I am sorry you all are having a bad day. I wish there was some magic pill that could take your pain away. Hell I wish there was one that could take my pain away. I know that sounds selfish probably but I am sorry for that.

I think you all have so much to be proud of that it pains me to think that so many of you, including myself, are sitting and thinking what pieces of crap we are when there is no reason for that. We all volunteered (with the exception of Vietnam Veterans who were drafted but nevertheless they went when their country called them) and I read something the other day about how we veterans are the one who signed a blank check for this country payable for any amount up to and including our LIVES. That is something to be proud of and to take honor in. Not alot of other people think of their country and are willing to sacrifice for their country in such a manner. And alot of people have forgotten the fact that veterans like us signed such a check/.agreement.

Anyway, i hope everyone day gets better and I hope that all of you can take the right amount of pride in the fact that you once served in a manner greater than your own self interest....soemthing very few are willing to do these days.

All my best to all of you.
Cheers,
Dawn

Hey there Dawn,yea i will get there one day hopefully,your words are well spoken and very true. Regards Matt
 
and I read something the other day about how we veterans are the one who signed a blank check for this country payable for any amount up to and including our LIVES. That is something to be proud of and to take honor in.

Dawn,
I hope this doesn't come out as offensive or patronizing as it is not my intent. I think that statement right there is what pains me so much when it comes to my ex-BF. He and so many others volunteered for the military and proudly served. Then came home and are suffering so much with ptsd and other physical issues. I not only wish that I could take it all away ~ all the pain both physical and mental....but I wish he would allow me to serve him. To love him and to take care of him now that he is home or at the very least be his friend and confidant. None of what you all are going through is your fault. I am clapping, cheering on the sidelines, waving the flag and so proud of all of you. Thank you, each one of you for your selfless service. I pray for all of you each day that your today will be a good day, and your tomorrow will be a better one!
 
you were not patroniziong in any way. I just feel that those of us who served should remember that we were voluntarily giving our lives, if need be, for this country. And so many people do not recognize that anymore. I am so happy that you want to be there for your Ex. Just give him some time and keep reinforcing the fact that he has nothing to be ashamed of and most of all it is okay to ask for help from those who so much want to give it.
 
Hey Dawn I agree whole heartedly.

The problem though is that the youth of today really don't get to see the mess that is left behind when they join and sign the dotted line.

If all the governments in the world showed recruit or officer candidates a video of the psych wards or the medical wards with all the burns and missing limbs, I really believe the level of sign ups would dramatically reduce.

Most kids today just treat it as a war game and think it would be cool.

Jimmy
 
I could not agree more. The ugly side of war is not something anyone is really acquainted with unlesss they have walked a mile or more in a veterans boots. When I first enlisted, the military had just started this computer simulated war games apparatus called "War Fighter"....some of you may have heard of it. It was a joke. It in no way prepared anyone for the psychological effects that come with seeing people blown up right in front of your eyes. It had nothing to say about what one should do in a Field Medical Tent when you have a ten year old brought to you who was just a half hour ago a smiling face in a market....until a suicide bomber decided to get his 72 virgins the short and easy way. War Fighter taught me nothing about how to deal with seeing such a kid come into my medical tent and watching as he died of his injuries.....in his religion, those were combat wounds, inflicted by an enemy with no regards for his own people, whether the child was a civilian or not.

But the people who I am talking about who have no real idea of what we go through, are those civilians who would never sign on that dotted line (or sign that Blank Check as I read it). There is no clue among those types. My cousin who has never seen a bad day in her life asked me right before going to my first tour in Iraq, "why do you have to go?" I replied that it was first of all my job and second, I did not have the right as a soldier to say "no". She said, "well, if they told me to go I just would say I was not going and that would be it." I told her that if she contracted with the US Government the way I had, then saying "no I am not going." would land me in prison. She said that it was "unfair" and she still insisted that if one refused to go there would be no way they could go to jail and she even belived that one could say no and they would just let you out of your orders to go. No amount of convincing could dissuade her from her extremely incorrect viewpoint and simply put, her naivete.

Kids who have not experienced a war but have still grown up in a era of war (this currrent one is the longest in history) have absolutely no concept of what it is like to be a soldier. And that is sad because I have to truly wonder......

How many kids are getting offed, first in Iraq, and now in Afghanistan because they are able to be recruited due to their extremely incorrect views on military life and again, their own stupid naivete>>>> And how much of the military, the recruiters in particular, play off that naivete in order to get recruits to sign on the dotted line, I suppose a question to anyone willing to give me the answer becasue I really would like to know an answer. The question is...........

How much naivete do you think has wound up in those psychiatric wards or in those medical wards (which are the terms used by Mr. Aussie) (cannot remember your first name so I resorted to "Mr. Aussie" again)

Cheers.
 
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