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Rose White
MyPTSD Pro
Almost posted this same post verbatim.
I am ruined. I am ruined. I am ruined. The sexualization is too deeply woven into my psyche. I don’t have enough confidence to overcome the brainwashing. I am determined to find people to insult and verbally abuse me in order to feel comfortable. I will ruin every relationship that is worth anything—period—full stop—because I can not relate safely. I am a sexual predator and I will not settle until I have destroyed myself.
I will try to call the crisis line tomorrow. I’m sorry to put this here. I hope I can get isolated from people. I developed too much habits of finding people to lean on. I’m really really really sorry. It’s not your fault.
I am ruined. I am ruined. I am ruined. The sexualization is too deeply woven into my psyche. I don’t have enough confidence to overcome the brainwashing. I am determined to find people to insult and verbally abuse me in order to feel comfortable. I will ruin every relationship that is worth anything—period—full stop—because I can not relate safely. I am a sexual predator and I will not settle until I have destroyed myself.
I will try to call the crisis line tomorrow. I’m sorry to put this here. I hope I can get isolated from people. I developed too much habits of finding people to lean on. I’m really really really sorry. It’s not your fault.