I get daily flash backs since running into my abuser about a two years ago. Well o.k. one of my most physically violent abusers. He strangled me when we were both teens after assaulting me in my sleep. Telling me I would watch his and my parents die horribly then he would finish strangling and maybe his siblings. Now I am back to where I picture his hands on my neck all the time and can't stand tight collars. If I go outside and see a vehicle with someone similar to him I hide!
My parents forced me as an adult to confront this monster within days of coming out of years of fearful denial face to face Him and His parents without counseling and still blame me over him for the abuse!
They have him over for dinner some years! I obviously have anger issues too. It has made overdependent on my family I hate going out in public alone!
thanks.
My parents forced me as an adult to confront this monster within days of coming out of years of fearful denial face to face Him and His parents without counseling and still blame me over him for the abuse!
They have him over for dinner some years! I obviously have anger issues too. It has made overdependent on my family I hate going out in public alone!
thanks.
