Humorously my therapist called which took me back to reality quickly. Not sure whether to be relieved or annoyed.Yes.
I have DID, and one of my parts can get a little bit out of control with the party vibe. If they want to front, I need to stay grounded to make sure that irresponsible decisions aren’t made.
I also have a complicated situation going on with my mood. Periods of euphoria are often a sign that I’m about to crash real hard, so I have to pull out self care like a mofo and try and ease things back to normal.
Not sure if it's memory but the trauma is very far from me, like I can't connect with it at all.Yeh I get this,
how's your memory? I had this the strongest when I went through PTSD amnesia.
Lean into it, try to enjoy yourself as much as you can.
I think it's your bodies way of healing.
Yeh I ended up this way, its like you somehow can detach yourself from your memory. It's kinda like they are not your memories so you don't have any feelings about them. I feel like this is another brain survival trick.Not sure if it's memory but the trauma is very far from me, like I can't connect with it at all.