I really can't give you an answer as to why its happening to be honest. I have had crazy things happen to me my whole life. I don't even have as much as a misdemeanor on my record. All I have been trying to do for years is get on with my life. I have never f*cked anyone ovee and that is the honest truth. My family were the ones doing these things to me since as early as I can remember. I called them out on their bullshit after 26 years calling my mom and dad narcissists so I that could have defintely set it off. As far as what I did to them to deserve it?! I've never done a single thing to them ever. Absolutely nothing and I would take that to my grave. I just want this shit to end.
Stay away from potential abuse sources, get yourself safe, suicide is not an option (not a good one anyway-and they win if that is a route you choose to consider), and you do have options. You got any distant relatives that are not narcissistic? You have any friends that could put you up? G
Brandon, homie look for other explanations.
You got enough problems than add a conspiracy to them.
Besides, better equipped to sort stuff once stable. Not when u fretting about what them other niggas do.
Cults do and can have conspirators, info gatherers,, and will follow you around if they think it is in the best interest of the cult, and if you are straying from the fold in particular.. Cults doctrine are about conformity and manipulation. This is one of those rare times to use the strategy-don't talk and lay low -with respect to a cult ,,,,,the less they know the better for you. The next time someone comes up to you who is a brief acquaintance.and tries to start a convo.......say, "I'm sorry, I don't believe I know you." and walk away fast and smile. You will need to find positive things to occupy your mind-the paranoia will make you crazy if that is your focus.