Sufferer Fell Down Rabbit Hole, Further Than Ever Before

[FIVEaganistONE]

I don't know whee to turn anymore and the last 3 years when I was lying to myself that I was getting better I just was falling further. No one understands me or why I am how I am and I'm made out to be crazy like always.

I'm lost, scared, and really wish I had someone to just be there for me. I can't seem to find any level of support anywhere

 

[Binkie]

Hi and welcome! Sorry to hear you're feeling so bad. Do you want to share the problem with us so we can advise you a bit better?

 

[Rani G2]

Reading you!!!!! FiveagainstOne!

 

[ladee]

Welcome! You are not alone on your journey anymore. Very happy you found us. This is as very caring and supportive place to help on your healing journey.

If you feel like sharing,we will see if we can help.
Glad you are here!

 

[FIVEaganistONE]

Hi and welcome! Sorry to hear you're feeling so bad. Do you want to share the problem with us so we can...

I want to but don't know if I honestly can

 

[ChandraD]

I don't know whee to turn anymore and the last 3 years when I was lying to myself that I was get...

I found this place today. It appears you will get a lot of support her.

 

[Deadman]

I can't seem to find any level of support anywhere

You can find support here if you are willing to take the risk of sharing. Start with small questions if sharing your story feels like too big of a step. I even found that reading old posts made me more confident about being here.

 

[Esterio]

I don't know whee to turn anymore and the last 3 years when I was lying to myself that I was get...

Hi there FIVEaganistOne. Welcome to this community. It is a caring supportive place to share to listen and read. I'm happy that you turned to my PTSD you are not alone on this journey any more. Welcome
Peace be safe

 

[Esterio]

I want to but don't know if I honestly can

You can just start with something about your self maybe something small Just talk about anything you want and go easy on your self You don't need to traumatize your self any more, you have already been traumatized enough. It is very difficult to get it out if you are not ready yet you are not ready. Are you in therapy at this time? It may help you to go and read others post and see what they are going though and find your self a connection to someone who you can relate to.
I have found telling what happened to me is going to take lots of time. I have held it in for to long now it has turned into a festering wound. I had to park most of it away and wait for therapy days. As it was traumatizing me more the more I tried to write it down the worse I got so I took a step back for a little space. I hope to get back to writing it again.