Happy Birthday Son

[Deleted member 20280]

Happy 5th birthday Nathaniel. Daddy has sent you a present regardless of whether mummy tells you he has or not.

Daddy has failed you and your 5 siblings these past 3 years and for that he feels truly shitty.

Daddy has had a major turning point in recent months and simply wants to make up for his crap attitude these last few years.

Daddy loves you son and it breaks his heart that he has not seen you since you were two years old. This is not from his not wanting to see you my boy, it is because mummy has refused to let daddy even know where you are living, let alone see you my son.

Daddy was a bad man all those years ago and for all the pain he put mummy and you through daddy is truly and deeply sorry.

Lots of love to you and your brothers and sisters.

Daddy Laurie

 

[Purplemunchkin]

:hug:

 

[Deleted member 20280]

:cry: miss you so much my little boy.

 

[Neverthesame]

:hug:

 

[Recovery4Me]

Mr Laurie (((hugs)))

Perhaps one day...just one day when you are ready, you might give yourself compassion & offer your love placing ever so gently the shame or guilt to one side. Like the main course is your love. For roughly two years...my heart has gone out to you watching you self-flog as you offer your love.:cry:

Love ... your love is true, valuable and from your heart for your children. Let them receive it in the purity of the feeling. You are worthy of loving and being loved.:notworthy: Namaste and respect to your love...

and hugs for your pain.

 

[BlueDream]

(((Hugs))) Mr Laurie!!