OMG, victory is MINE! I SLEPT last night. Huge relief. It's been sooooooo long since I had one night of sleeping well. I asked my Mother in Law to let my daughter spend the night. I decluttered my entire bedroom, making plans to paint it so it will be more restful, had a nice dinner with my husband, bought some special bath bombs (like bath salts) took a long hot bath, listened to a very soothing story in bed, and feel asleep at about 10pm, only woke up once all night, slept late (oops!) until 6am. Sigh. What a relief... if I can do that a couple more times, I will cry with happiness.