How Many Pills.

[Lauren214]

I was sitting around today at my grandmothers house doing some cleaning and I took the time to stop and wonder how many Vitamin C I would need to kill myself. It was a small bout of depression and suicidal Ideation but honestly could one ever take too many Vitamin C it was simply just a thought. I'm honestly feeling better with some music and I'm doing what I can to feel fine

 

[Barberian]

Suicide by Vitamin C? All that would happen would be the worst case of diarrhea you ever had in your life.

Please contact a suicide prevention hotline if you have no one to talk to.

 

[Flyaway]

Sometimes it just helps to either sit down, or get on the phone to a counsellor and talk about everything that's wrong with your life... They can offer a bit of encouragement or support that you need to feel a bit better.

You don't deserve to live in that frame of mind! Take a step forward and trust your life is worth fighting for!

 

[Lauren214]

Suicide by Vitamin C?

Ok @Barberian At the time It made perfect sense and was all I had in front of me. Im going through some changing times and its hard to think about.

 

[Padfoot]

Please take care and make a call if needed. Vitamin C won't kill you, but I am very concerned about your frame of mind.

 

[Barberian]

@ Lauren214 Please don't take it wrong. I was not making fun of you, nor putting you down in any way. I was simply letting you know you would be in for an unpleasant evening in the bathroom using vitamin C in large doses.

 

[Lauren214]

Thankyou for the tip @Barberian

 

[Padfoot]

How are you feeling today Lauren?

 

[Lauren214]

Better @Padfoot, I have therapy tomorrow Friday 27.

 

[falling]

I often think about taking too many pills but when I get that urge I take a gravol instead. It knocks me out. I also have a crisis line ph # in my phone. I struggle to tell myself tmw will be better just wait to see but then it never does. I'm taking anti-d's and regularly seeing a T. Maybe you should consider taking more steps to try and change your mind set? Are you in T regularly? Maybe a group T would be better?I feel for you. Please don't give in. I'm trying so hard not to too.