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How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

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Sorry, Veiled. Still sucking here, too. Blah.

Did manage to have a nice night with my husband, though.

I'm hoping for better times for you, dear.
 
Very sad last night and tonight. I'm very depressed. Don't even want to do anything but sleep. Everything just sucks. Hope everyone else is doing better than I currently.

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Hoping for better times for all of us,glad for times when think straighter function and communicate better with those around .
 
Wish me luck. Driving out of town (riding) back to Texas. I have had icy hot, which I need to shower off now as I smell like grandpa... Advil, Anicin, Xanax, and a beer. Mad I cannot find tums for heart burn. Breakfast of champs. We hope it will keep me off the ceiling of the car. I have been covered in hives and they angry red polka dots of blood vessels bursting under extreme stress.

We were to leave two hours ago but everyone piled on me in bed ands everyone smelled like icy hot (menthol) so well... showers all around though we all did last night to avoid this AM rounds.

Paranoid as sis has not seen me big yet. And I get to go see the old me, literally. We are identical twins and she is still little. So hope not too big a knock to self esteem.
 
hugs tight veiled

Well, burnt my arm on the iron at work last night, got a lecture from one of the RN's cos she /knows/ what the scars were.

Gaarghs. I laughed at her. TYold her she didn't know me and had no right to tell me why I do things.

Other RN saved her before I gave into my desire to shake her.

Burn is about the length of my top finger nuckle and the width of the thickness of my finger. Doesn't actually hurt, which isn't a good thing.

Oh, the burn wasn't intentional, btw. I knocked the iron then stupidly tried catching it.

Been real down lately. Only want to sleep, can't stay asleep, wake up with a start. :hugs:

Dammit, I wish I had some way to calm down. Is so hard to sleep when L isn't there. He started his new job, means we see each other more often however it also means I sleep alone at night. Is hard to sleep when I keep checking doors and windown. Also keep feeling hands touching me. I know now why I need a heavy blanket to sleep caccooned in in the middle of summer. Hot as hell but safe.
 
Hope it gets better soon. I burned my self on a log the other day and accidentally slid part of the skin off digging in my purse. Grossed bec out on line and she laughed as I squished it back on in place. Looks sorta OK and the skin stayed put LOL. Funny thing it really does not hurt either.

But the bruise on the arch of my foot will probably smart from the baby block. I have been unable to wear shoes yet but I am having to wear my boots this weekend! Talk about pressure on the foot. LOL, being whiny.

I am still stalling leaving, IBS decided to kick in, go figure so I am a bit stuck at home until I run out! OK too much info but joys of anxiety. Lord, I have to put on my make up now... Pttthhh
 
*snugs* heres hoping your *erm* undercarriage parts start behavin ;)

Heh my burn hasn't even raised to a blister, its just flat white and numb to touch.
 
You got it good. Mine did not really even change color until now and it is my finger across the whole middle finger. No blister so I thought singed hair... No biggie. Not numb though! Just no pain and surprised myself when the skin tried to slide off. Now it just looks like a cut where the edges are and is an ugly purple red. Not very pretty but oh well. Hubs wanted me to bandage until he forgot our toddler has a major affection for all bandages for every sort of boo boo so we are out.

Yes, praying the undercarriage behaves! 6 hour drive it best!
 
*hugs8 panic attacks out the wazoo today. Dragged my as sto work, ended up getting sent home two hours later.

Dammit, I now have had a formal report put in and I have to talk to the Nursing manager. She's a lovely lady but at the moment I can't think the words to put them into sentances.

Think I scared the RN on duty thoiugh, he was close to calling an ambulance and sending me to the ER.

Dammit I hate this, I hatre not being able to get through a shift at work I hate calling in sick. . . . .

I just want it all to stop.
 
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