How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[Deleted member 541]

Shitty, shitty, and more shitty. Or should I say pissy, pissy, pissy. Have a sever UTI, feel like shit..... Not, the best of days for me. Nasty mood, and don't feel good.

 

[Gunchief]

Woke up Wed morning, driving to work started feeling a tightness and irritability building. Got to work and about 15 mins there I had to get out and find someplace safe for a hour or so. All day was bad but it has been about 2 months for something like that. Seems like as I go to see my specialist it opens me up to more events. Make sense to anyone.
Dave

 

[amethist]

On Thursday i had a really bad day with no reason for it except it felt as though i had lost my direction. I was at work all day not really knowing what to do about it as nothing i did made any difference. so when i finished work i went straight to the shop where i buy my crystals and incense sticks from, they are really supportive and friendly in there. It is a beautiful shop full of raw and polished crystals, books, fairy figures, sun catchers, aroma therapy oils,singing bowls, gem jewellery, if you need something new age they usually have it.

I spent 20 Min's or so in there and next morning i felt so refreshed and uplifted, for me that was better than anything i could have done at home.

I know a lot of people think it is a load of rubbish but shot of that and i fell like i can run a marathon well maybe half of one lol. That feeling is still with me and it is now Sunday.

I won't leave it as long for my next visit.

Amethist

 

[Lionheart]

I am angry, dissapointed, tired, horny, lonely, a little scared,...and yet somehow, I am still basically happy. Used to be that I could only recognize myself as feeling one or two emotions at a time. Now I am much more aware of the many different things that are important to me and how those things affect how I feel.
Probably, the very best thing to ever come from years and years of battling PTSD is that I do not give up easily and when I do, it is a calculated choice and not necessarily a sign of defeat.
I am learning to let go of the things that I can't control, by accepting that I can't change them, but acceptance does not mean I have to like it. However, when it all comes down, I am a good man, I do the best I can, I have nothing to hide and even less to prove to myself or others. So all in all, one could say that I am a miserable, lonely and disabled, middle-aged man who is very sad about getting old... On the other hand, ya just can't keep me down for long!!! This happily surprises me. LOL

Gosh I love this forum!!! ***(Thanks Anthony, Nicolette and rest of staff).

 

[fin]

my day has been long, I almost wrote it all up here lol, moved now back to the shadows of my diary....where no one can hear me scream lol ~

 

[fin]

ahh hell Rambling is healthy so Im told... why not? ok so not deciding this.. and now this is where I do the dance shall I wont I...shall I wont I?



sorry way too much.. I have taken the rest to my diary... long day I forgot there that I was here for a minute

 

[cat]

At long last I've had two good days together!! Yesterday was my birthday & I returned to work after 14 very long months on sick leave. It was tough fitting in again but I got through it & went home feeling so much more positive knowing I'd made the right decision. Today, apart from a trigger surrounded by 30 5yr olds which was a little difficult, I've added it to the success of yesterday & at last life is beginning to feel good again!

 

[fin]

Happy Birthday cat, thankyou for sharing your good news here.

Today has been a challenge, I almost lost the thread but I am still going and that is an improvement on when I furst came here, it is a very great improvement this last month has been awful and full of big time exposure, but it has all been learning for me to develope skills I never knew I had or could ever had. Be encouraged here please
thankyou Y&A ~fin

 

[fin]

aly so much to everyone... I am begining to get there now... six long months, not easy, not easy by any means at all, but absobloodyfckingbrilliant thankyou and I am sorry about my language but hell if others can use myname to spell stuff out then why not me huh? ~Lfin ;)

 

[Leda]

CAT - Good to heear that you had a good day! Coming back to work must have taken tons of courage!

Best wishes from me

 

[pandora]

A very bad day..stress exacerbated syptoms with PMS. This just seems unfair...
Irrational, and totally negative..I need to get out of this mindset...tomorrow has to be a better day!

 

[trapped]

Strangely enough, I'm going to say it's been a good day. Could just be the pain meds talking... but I feel like I accomplished a lot. And this is the first time this year that I'm actually not dreading the weekend.