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How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

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Today has been a good day, I spent a lot of time with my family. I also had some down time to relax with music, meditation, prayer etc.
I am moving out of the city in October and this will mean that I will need to re-vamp my support system with a new therapist, pdoc and physician. Hopefully this will be a good change for me and I am really excited about it.
 
Today has been long and exhausting, though I wasn't feeling this throughout. I'm only remembering and feeling it now. It's been an alright day though! Certainly nothing exciting however.

I didn't leave the house today; I did make it out into the yard. I wanna cry, now that summer is over!

And, yet I'm also looking forward to hopefully having more time to catch up, resolve and maybe even get ahead on things, that have been very difficult, if not impossible, this summer to tackle and wish to accomplish.
 
Drugs for the win.. just legal klonopin mind you. It's nice to finally have something (anything) that helps. I'm going sailing tonight with a large group of people. Should I take it for that or not? I do have social anxiety, but I'd rather not be a social zombie. Also since I'm new to this medication it negatively effects my balance and coordination.. and I'll be on a boat!
I think I'll only use it only to help with the tension and anguish created by my anger. Either way, buzzed up or not, I think the outing will go well.
 
Today's been slow, sluggish and I have felt the residual droggy effects from the medicines they gave me last night in the ER, in addition to the exhaustion. Went to hospital by ambulance late last night. It was just awful. I hated it.
 
Overall today has been pretty good. I have a number of good honest efforts and work I've put forth lately, as well as, enough grace to see a possible purpose in this life and while being strengthened enough to right now manage "One Day At A Time."

- 2nd recommended MRI now behind me
- Rhuematologist now behind me
- My last T session today for a number of wks. behind me
- Full health work-up for my husband in progress with some of this behind us
- Better partial medical understanding into his irritability and mood swings gained
- And, lots more, ...plus a possible big opportunity for our daughter, ..(we'll know more this weekened)
 
Sleep most the day away, trying to get use to this new medication. Can't concentrate on my homework. Made appt for Monday to see if doc can give me something to help with it. Bought my nieces p.j. outfits and they were excited and I was happy they were happy. Hubby is at work and I am lonely and drives me crazy to go to sleep alone.
Have first therapy session tomorrow and I'm really nervous, I really hate having to tell my past over again.
 
A pretty mixed day started on ok got up and straight out did bit exercise on the bike to try get me going. Then did few bits in house helping out. Then had nap after lunch and done not much aside from that been feeling really snappy and irritable. Regretting sending an email i shouldn't of sent and as the evening went on engaging in behaviour which is not healthy but not sure how else to deal with how feel at moment, in constant dissociative like state.
 
Refused to expend any energy, working my arse off, during the kids school day. Instead I actually took a bath, did little to nothing and rested the whole first part of the day. That was highly unusual, but perhaps a new beginning. (smile)

Oh' ya, the more, not necessary.
 
I managed quite a lot! Much more than usual, so I'm pleased. Quite puzzled, though, because I've got a cold. Maybe it's all the hot pepper sauce I'm adding to my soup?

I've been struggling to repaint the living room after some necessary building work. It has been 8 months and the carpet is still rolled up in the bedroom. (The carpet fitter rings me every couple of months unable to believe I haven't sorted it yet... I can't explain to him but hope that people here will understand.) Today, though, I managed the final preparation before painting. It's all the planning, buying materials and preparation that I struggle with so I'm hoping I can finish it now. Hopefully I can paint it tomorrow.

And despite wanting alcohol very much this evening (a problem for me) I'm sitting here with no more than a cup of tea.

A good day.
 
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