Not at a great spot had depression last night bad. But today i got to treat myself and went to the craft show. I still have to be careful not to let the sadness come and hijack me. Hit a brick wall with my T and having major problems here. It has left me despondent with ever getting help with regard to the mess inside of me and my head. I have CPTSD. If my T can't help me no one can. So what is there left for me, despair and hopelessness.