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How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

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My day started out as total crap I was so highly triggered by a very toxic situation and I have been really trying to overcome feeling sick to my stomach. With validation from Alby and getting some packages in the mail I thought got shipped back and using my coping skills, I have overcome and I feel so much better now. The little one woke up but is hiding in her bedroom because my manager is pounding the loose carpet nails in. He is also going to fix my broken nightstand drawer by the movers. I feel so happy. The older girl is still sleeping in. I am having a very good day now.
 
My days been interesting. Still not finished the bathroom but put the pictures on the walls anyway. At least it looks clean.

Applied for disability benefits. Hard to accept that I have a disability, but I guess I had to acknowledge that it has a major impact on my life it at some point. I guess everyone knows that feeling.

Went to the local flea market and had a look around.

Now just waiting for our nightly thunder storm following a nice, but VERY warm summers day.

Hugs to all who need it.
 
I did not sleep good last night, and am feeling so tired.. I managed to accomplish my morning chores around here and then some. Relaxing and enjoying the day. Since it is a holiday, we have a couple of plans for this evening. I am having a very good day today.
 
I got in a fight with my sister about birthday plans. Every other year she has come to my town this year it is impossible. She put it rather rudely, like how dare I think that she should come this far. So I got snippy back and that made her really mad. It's a dumb fight. Which I told her but we'll see how it goes. She likes to hold grudges and never thinks anyone has a right to get upset with her. I'm standing my ground. I had a right, to be confused and slightly hurt. Let's see how long this goes on.
 
I know that one, @Jigsaw Puzzle :D I usually wait for the tempest, figure it can be cleansing when I have finally bigger worries to worry about and get through, and look out for the calm days again.

My day's been spent with sadness / missing people / ranting about dreams that feel just different and all in all I think I'll bug friends-shamans of the same religion about it. This mood is just a wind, it will blow away, and leave peace.
 
Drove by where the hospital used to be and it definitely has been demolished to the ground. I began to cry and it finally hit me. If it had not been for that place, I would not be living in this city.

So much of my story is about that place and how I left my family of origin to move here.

Just glad that I went and got a brick so I can look at it and remember what that hospital meant to me.
 
Busy, stressful. Therapy this morning, followed by chiropracters, then a mad rush to work, only to be presented with a whole load of crap. I got told to leave this for the department that should have sorted it, which I did, only to put up with the managers from that department yelling at me for not sorting it. Fun.
 
Ho'shit, I'm engaged.

I'm so fricking amused at the irony of a lot of it. And in a state that's a kind of a deep prayer/determination of 'I don't care if you're the devil itself, you -won't- take him away'. Hard to describe this feeling; a sense of clarity and purpose and prevailing while boxing down terrified & quite a lot of high adrenaline / sense of danger. So in a few days I'm either 'please be patient with me' or isolating :D At least that much I have clear.
 
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