I just thought I'd update this thread.
I've now been back at work full time for 2 months. And all is going well :D
My new shifts are working out much better than the old ones.
I'm off all my anti-depressants now, but still take propanolol for anxiety and sleeping tablets at night, but keeping a more regular routine is helping, and maybe in the next few months I will be able to reduce the sleeping meds. But at the moment I'm content, and being on the medications doesn't bother me.
I'm functioning, I'm working, I'm having a social life, I've even embarked on new adventures (joining a band, and meeting new people :eek: I have our first 'gig' since joining the band, at the end of August, which I'm looking forward to, even though it's only a village 'fun day'!! Maybe calling it a 'gig' is a bit OTT!).
Work have some silly rules. Because I was off sick, I'm on a review period until Christmas (which basically means, I'm not allowed to be off sick at all!!). So long as I don't catch any colds, flu or sickness bugs from any of my patients I should be okay ;). The chances of not picking up an infection from a patient while stuck in a very small, confined space with them (back of an ambulance) is pretty unlikely, but all I can do is keep my fingers crossed, wash my hands all the time, and dowse myself in alcohol hand gel!!
My only issue, is some problems with my new 'crew mate'. Basically she never shuts up, is very argumentative, and highly opinionated. In short, she is driving me crazy :confused:. I'm not alone in my opinion of her. Many have wished me luck, with having to work with her full-time! But I have confidence that somehow, this issue will be resolved. (It may take until the new year, but there is a light of hope then!).
Thank you all for your kind thoughts and well wishes. All is going well, in general.
Maybe when I make it to 6 months back at work, I'll consider it successful enough to post in the accomplishments and success forum!