I start feeling scared when someone shouts at me. start having that feeling of doom and my body starts going numb. Whatever feeling of safety I build up, it just flies away, like I have never felt safe, then all I want sit in a corner with my blanket...
..... I wonder how long it will take me to be okay and not feel like this every time.
..... I wonder how long it will take me to be okay and not feel like this every time.