I Realize That I

[Tinyflame]

I guess I realize that a lot of my fear comes from asking for help, of from fearing I don't have a right to ask. So that contributes to having to do it on my own.

 

[intothelight]

@Junebug You have a right to ask and it is scary. :hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you dear Deb. ((((((((((( @intothelight :inlove: )))))))) . Funny how doing without help is less frightening than the actual asking. :(

 

[Nighthawk]

I still dont belong anywere and people still don't like me because I am beyond blunt at times. Ok most of the time.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I need to learn the lesson about being patient when overwhelmed and not worry and stress about the whole mountain of worries and stresses and focus on one thing at a time. It is a new kind of learning for me. Everything will be ok.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that I'm getting to that point where I will not be able to answer the phone when my brother calls. He called tonight and it was all about him.

There was no way I could just talk to him and I began to cry. He has no clue about how mean he was. I realize that I just can't talk to him when he just doesn't care about what he is saying to me.

 

[Recovery4Me]

people still don't like me because I am beyond blunt at times.

So...the "like" button doesn't do it for you? :hug: Well, I like you so there!!! :whistling:
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I realize that although it is important for self acceptance to take root...it never hurts to have someone offer a little love.

 

[Recovery4Me]

I realized that I may have social miscuing but I am learning from my mistakes and am trying not to repeat them. The gentle and challenging-redirection thus input guidance from the members here, allow me to develop different skill sets in understanding. Ice-water bucket challenges on my head are not yet accepted.:clown:

I realize that although I may be committed to my thoughts and get rattled when approached, I may need to be rattled so any dust can fall out and I can be clearer to myself and others.

I realize that my learning disability may come between what I am trying to say and think, but in the real world...it is best to practice for me on life's terms.

I realize I am so grateful for this time within this site, to grow and see there are alternatives to what I had previously figured out before my isolation coping with PTSD.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I realize that I don't always feel strong enough to fight.

I realize that I'm looking for something to fight for.

I realize that I have a hard time fighting for myself when I have a hard time seeing value and worth in myself.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@BlackbirdSinging :hug:'s if you accept them

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realized today that I now have an inner compass that continually wants to point to me feeling better each day in spite of and no matter what.

 

[Nighthawk]

I am already being afected by it getting dark earlier.