I Realize That I

[Tinyflame]

You feel or see yourself as not intelligent enough, @PURUSHA ?
For whose standards, someone else's, or your own? For survival, or (x-something else)?

 

[ladee]

@PURUSHA , that is absolutely a cognitive distortion. Not true at all. love ya!

 

[Abstract]

I'm more triggered than I have been telling myself I am. But I guess the other side of it is that I am less than I could have been and miraculously managed to do this at all. Note to self: wanting something to be true doesnt make it so.

 

[Muttly]

Stealing from @Abstract Note- wanting something to be true doesn't make it so. I am struggling. That's the truth. It is also the truth that I am dealing with poverty, filing for bankruptcy, a tenant who isn't paying rent, a crazy boss, job interviews, an injury and coming up, the transition to a new job. Anyone would be stressed.

 

[Teasel]

Feel more like myself than I have done in nearly 20 years and in a good way. Beginning to come unstuck and be able to actually do a bit again.
S'lovely. ♡
Shall relish it.

 

[Rani G2]

Feel isolated!

 

[Rani G2]

@ Muttly you are in an extremely tough situation. Thats hard! Sending support...

 

[Rani G2]

Thanks @Junebug and @ladee
Still climbing up... its a dark abyss down there but I see some light

 

[Abstract]

Am still in burnout and so maybe a lot of what I am experiencing is normal ish in context. Along with dealing with some significant stressors. I didn't go into full breakdown despite being on the edge of it. Need to deal with the procrastination now as although am tired and have stuff going on what needs to happen still needs to happen. Have to suck it up and get on with it.

 

[Abstract]

I am determined to change the patterns of my life. I refuse to continue ending up in the same dynamics again and again in different ways. Some things can't be avoided but maybe some can be influenced.

 

[Ronin]

Destruction isn't boxing.

(Or: I realize I shouldn't answer questions that mess with lil yellow compartmentalization boxes. On another hand, :happy: ... someone who does that. Smart and helpful questions, enough to do that.)

 

[Lionheart]

I realize that I am much harder on myself than anyone else is and it is due time to stop that behavior. I deserve to be treated well, especially by my self!!