I Realize That I

[Nighthawk]

@BlackbirdSinging Can you e mail your T and ask?

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

@BlackbirdSinging your T and ask?

I'm going to call her tomorrow and ask her. I can't believe I can't remember it. I've been trying to remember all day and I can't.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I'm lightly dissociating for some days now....

And I realize that guys just scare me...

 

[Tinyflame]

I realize that all the attempts to help me were wasted on me.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I realize that I must really not want to do that writing assignment for my therapist. Not only do I not remember what I was supposed to write about I haven't called her for days to ask her like I said I would.

 

[Recovery4Me]

I realize that...just like the trauma changed my life in ways I could not foresee, so has this community unfolded healing that I did not foresee.

Which means to me...just because I may not hold hope in the moment, that does not exclude a cavalry arriving carrying the banner. I just have to ride with it !

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I'm just too scared of men thanks to my former boyfriend. And that there's no room inside myself to begin a relationship. There's my work, my fantasy world and my most important friends, but I don't have any feelings but fear when it comes to a relationship.

After my contact ad I realized that I think different. That I was too naive and most men only want the one thing...it's depressing, because now I even fear them more than before.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that as it gets closer to my appointment with Legal Services on Thursday, I will be experiencing so many different emotions.

It is so necessary to have a new Will for myself but at the same time it means that I will no longer be holding on to that hope of having my siblings in my life.

 

[intothelight]

I can make changes and each little success makes them less scary.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that it's hard to focus on myself and remain in the Here and now when you have to listen to presentations, translate for a colleague, protocol the whole thing and that for hours without a minute only for yourself.

 

[BloomInWinter]

I realize that I cared too much about other people's opinions instead of honoring my own.

 

[Nighthawk]

That my sleep has become almost non existan and my mood is fast and furious.