I Realize That I

[rainy_daze]

@Meadowsweet *waves* it's nice to read you, I realise that I didn't think you'd come back here, so Hello :).

I realise that I didn't paint last week :banghead: so I will try to do that this week.

 

[Meadowsweet]

@rainy_daze thank you for the wave :hug: the people on this site are amazing and I'm happy for that, but kind of sad to be back because it means I'm not feeling too good.

I'm struggling to realise that this PTSD won't go away :cry:

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I still avoid events with my friends and colleagues...

 

[rainy_daze]

I realise that I'm struggling with a lack of intimacy and some loneliness, and that I can change this. [I realise that this has maybe contributed to me wanting to numb myself or feel drunk/high... interesting.]

I realise that I no longer expect things from people in my life. [Well, I have the odd expectation, but I don't sit around and wait for someone to rescue me. I don't need rescuing thanks, I'm channelling my inner-superhero ;)]

I realise that I've been logged in here for hours but that it has been beneficial for me to do so, given the time constraints of this entire month.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that I can't expect my 19 year old son to get my illness. Heck I don't even get it at times. He just wants a mother who can do things. And I can't. I realize that I have limitations, even if he doesn't.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize I have faced a lot of anxiety concerning my sister over our past history since Sunday when I dialed her phone number.

I realize I have to stop those tapes of how my family was always comparing me to her. I realize that she is and always will be the "golden child" in the family and I guess I will just be me.

I realize I will be led in what to do about my Will, as it needs to have my sister's and brother's name removed from it.

 

[InvisibleSun]

Excellent thread!

I realize that I'm afraid to be happy..

 

[Deleted member 19804]

I realize that I really hate loud noises.

 

[oasis2003]

I realise that I must ground more, sleep less and try even harder!

 

[DharmaGirl]

I realize that my sleepiness came from medical issues (sleep apnea and anemia), not depression.
I realize that I have a lot to give still, and I won't let the behavior of others dictate my mood. (At least I will try not to)

 

[ms spock]

I realise that I have to increase my mindfulness meditation, exercising, writing, being present and self care and self love - I need to do more so I can get better. I need to do more grounding and being present in my body. I need to do more for myself.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I'm sick of living alone.

I realize that I'm not a person who can live in a big city.

I realize that I do not care much about people's opinion anymore.

I realize that I got my bachelor thesis done - but it still doesn't feel like reality yet. :confused: