Are you able to work outside of the house? Might be time to find something more reliable with a paycheck every week.
Wish that was an option too. I have people around me, but many people are going through things as well. Oh well. Thank you for saying that anyways.I'd like to do one of those random acts of kindness to an almost-stranger to prove that good luck and support is out there in the universe...
That was the plan and then when this crisis hit I had to work on managing that first.Are you able to work outside of the house? Might be time to find something more reliable with a paycheck every week.
No, not in the US. It shouldn't be terribly hard to find temporary gig, but I have 1 week to complete deadline on the job I knew I'd get paid even if late for my landlord- it's still good pay. And with the anxiety I lost some days this week, too many so for the next 7 days, all I am working on is that deadlone and self care. After that all other plans. Trying to set goals now, although I am pretty overwhelmed.I can't remember if you're in the U.S. or not, if you are?? Apply with a temporary service. They can't get you to work very quickly. In my area you can usually start somewhere the next day. After a drug test.
I get it. Is there some way you can unplug for any length of time. Even 30 mins that you let yourself relax all the way down? Because you’re worth it. That’s the only reason. Not because everything’s ok. Cause I know you’re struggling.I'm back into the PTSD world where the stakes were life and death and every second mattered and all there was to it was surviving long enough to get out
You don’t deserve the ugly words she is saying. Selling yourself? Nobody is worth that. She’s letting stuff come out of her mouth that’s not right or helpful in my opinion. I understand wanting money owed but…things happen and her vacation is not more important than you. She’s not more important than you even if she is authority.if she wants to kick me out for that, I need to know now and not in a week when I'm supposed to be finishing a work deadline. I can't take another day of living like my whole life was uprooted and thinking all the ugly words she said about me like they are true. Not saying I don't deserve that, but it's not helping me do better, that's all.
I’m glad there is hope. Maybe you’re just so tired you need to cry relief even though it feels awful.Why am I crying my eyes out now when there is finally a smidge of hope
nice that you could put this in words. I know this crying. With youThat kind of crying where you don't know which way is up and you can't get off the floor. Twice today.
Lovely good jobAnd then go to ballet class
it happens.WHY am I crashing like a broken toy just now??? I
Not gonna lie, those words are still gonna sting for a while. As a child survivor of SA and then as an adult in way more dangerous such situation, this hit home BAD. I know WHY she said what she said, but it kind of BROKE me nonetheless and now I'm putting myself together with bandaids and paperclips.You don’t deserve the ugly words she is saying. Selling yourself? Nobody is worth that. She’s letting stuff come out of her mouth that’s not right or helpful in my opinion. I understand wanting money owed but…things happen and her vacation is not more important than you. She’s not more important than you even if she is authority.
You must be very strong! I'm proud of you for doing that and happy you good a good resolution to a situation that shouldn't have happened.I reported them to the board of education because they were found guilty of harassing me (8 month trial). Brutal.
Hence, why I plan to move. I pray, to anything I believe in, not to get evicted this week or month.Forgive them for they know not what they do.