I'm still having such a hard time, Still having trouble with therapists who don't feel confident or competent with CPTSD, still loosing days each week to being unwell, still tried and sad and stressed. Now I have lost my mother who stopped supporting me when I was dumped by my last therapist for being suicidal during my best friend's father's funeral. And no work is insane and I've got to reapply for funding to finish my big project and have a month to do 6 month's work. Im exhausted and I just want to be better. I see my friends stop caring about this, get bored with not being able to fix me, or me being a wakling catastrophe- those who do care don't know what to do. Dating is impossible and dates are continually scared off by mental health, even if I can manage my own aniexties.