the world's most frequently used drug for numbing
PTSD symptoms:
alcohol,
and that's probably closely followed by nicotine and dope.
Yeah in my case self-treatment, I spent almost a year taking a particularly dangerous.. how do I put it.. street drug, [forgive me - I know it's odd, but I can't say some words] and it did wonders for my depression - yeah right - except when I became physically addicted, had no money left, never left my apartment (except to buy, of course), ended up with a drugged up hanger-on type living at my place...more and more terrible effects. I couldn't work or go to school. I regularly had grand mal seizures, either from taking too much or going through some dangerous withdrawals.
(I'd like to add that, after about 10 months of this, my father figured out what was going on, and took decisive action - appeared at the front door of my building, refusing to budge till I came out. For which I'm incredibly grateful!)
Now, it's about 12 years down the line and it's pretty clear not an addict, psychologically or physically. I do take meds for PTSD and depression and bipolar Type II - but under the care of a psychiatrist.
Not one good thing about self medication with drugs and/or alcohol. Out of so much garbage in my life, taking one dose is what I regret the most. Sorry for the "After School Special" tone!
Yes there is stuff you can get that will bliss you out. But the outcome of this, the treatment, the coming off, all of it..guilt for lying to family and friends... My life was basically in ruins already, due to PTSD and depression, and this little (ha) detour has made the process of overcoming PTSD much more difficult for me.
*** Anarchy, I felt the need to put in a word - I know you were not suggesting anyone try this "method" but what you said grabbed me and I really felt the need to add this response to the larger discussion about meds and treatment. Thanks for reading.