Is This a Form of Self Harm?...Can't Seem to Stop

[pandora]

Also...I started on effexor to stop the ocd portion of it, i appled fake nails and i started to apply scalpicin ointment. I had a friend come over and highlight my hair two nights ago because it is healing a bit. i had a nail fall off and of course i picked a pretty much healed scab....makes me feel like a freak. Anyway....it is better though and I JUST HAVE TO REPLACE THE NAIL...WHOOPS.......It does remind me of my father because he had brain surgery and once they forgot a stitch (this was brain surgery three) the areAs remind me of the area around a hole in my fathers head that my mother used to have to pack daily with salt water....yuck....I hate that memory.......even relating the two makes me feel like I am such a nut!

 

[FlameTachiku]

Pandora I found that the dollar store had some good nails if you look through all the ugly ones first. You get a set of twenty and the glue for one dollar. Hope you have one of those close. Go get those nails quick!:occasion:

 

[pandora]

have been wearing fake nails for the last couple of days, then today I lost a few and pulled the rest off and DDDUUUHHHHH....have been picking all night. I have to replace them tomorrow and keeping the headband on helps because the areas are covered. What a terrible thing to admit to and do to myself....