OIF/OEF Chucky
New Here
I have a question to any one with any reasonably good advice i'm open to all advice.
i have anger issues ( they say the first step is admitting it) sad thing is i admitted this years ago. Now i'm in Married with kids and i still have no solution . i refuse to take the pharmaceutical drugs the doctors prescribe me because i've seen fellow veteran friends gain addictions and ultimately commit suicide.
So me thinking i'm dodging a bullet by just dealing with my anger problems in my own way, i learned i ended up gaining an addiction at the end anyways .
But not to pharmaceuticals more into Weed. (Sounds Dumb maybe to some) but regardless, if i can't stop my self from buying or using it when i have the money or its around me i consider it an addiction. but now i get no benefits from smoking either , still dealing with spontaneous anger. i want to go sober and supplement my addiction with a positive but it's hard to find that thing to make time for when I put my self last in my family.
Any suggestions ?
i have anger issues ( they say the first step is admitting it) sad thing is i admitted this years ago. Now i'm in Married with kids and i still have no solution . i refuse to take the pharmaceutical drugs the doctors prescribe me because i've seen fellow veteran friends gain addictions and ultimately commit suicide.
So me thinking i'm dodging a bullet by just dealing with my anger problems in my own way, i learned i ended up gaining an addiction at the end anyways .
But not to pharmaceuticals more into Weed. (Sounds Dumb maybe to some) but regardless, if i can't stop my self from buying or using it when i have the money or its around me i consider it an addiction. but now i get no benefits from smoking either , still dealing with spontaneous anger. i want to go sober and supplement my addiction with a positive but it's hard to find that thing to make time for when I put my self last in my family.
Any suggestions ?