Mixing...what to do

[Lonely89]

Ive been suicidal on and off for a few months. I take meds and see a therapist but things have been snowballing from mental health down to physical health. Problems i cant seem to fix...doctor after doctor and im tired...now getting sick phyically...i cant take it. My history is of trauma, mental illnesses starting out in childhood and being on every medication out there and years of being over medicated. I am 31, and have never had a life. Last year got on disability...havent been able to work for maybe 6 yrs. Recently moved back in with parents. I keep coming up empty and its killing me.....my biggest fears are that i will start drinking heavily...mixing, attempt suicide, or end up somewhere where i have no freedom, hospital.

 

[EveHarrington]

Have you considered inpatient treatment?

:hug:

 

[anthony]

What do you feel are your options?

 

[Raj]

Inpatient treatment helped me before. I know its hard, try to think of those people or even pets that depend on you in there lives. YOU MATTER! As another struggling person, I will be thinking positive thoughts for you! I believe we all care about each other here. I too am on disability, just sticking around is all my family expects from me.

Raj