Im worried half to death. they could either make me look really good or really bad. thats the scary thing about doing this kind of thing. I've done over ten hours of interviews with them including a couple drunk ones. so the oppurtunity is there for them to make it a political peice or exploitive, but im still confident in the producer. MTV themselves did not produce the show, they outsourced to a production company to make it for them. I would NEVER have done the show if I didnt kind of have aterior motives. its hard enough for me to deal with this shit, much less have someone following me record it 24/7. but I started a charity for PTSD and Im hoping the documentary will help raise awareness.