lostforgottensoul
MyPTSD Pro
First I want to say that I'm so sorry this happened and also very proud of you for leaving!
This haunted me for like 15 yrs and due to that I seeked out abusive men purposefully to abuse me. I asked for it. Due to that my therapist has helped me stop seeking out men and stay single. Now being single for several years, it actually feels good now. Freeing almost. I dont need no damn man! I am independent. And I really have a very independent personality anyway.
I say all of that to say that these feelings can fade and maybe reframing that can help with the emotions around it?
Either way, :hug:s
The thought of being alone for the rest of my life is tearing me apart.
This haunted me for like 15 yrs and due to that I seeked out abusive men purposefully to abuse me. I asked for it. Due to that my therapist has helped me stop seeking out men and stay single. Now being single for several years, it actually feels good now. Freeing almost. I dont need no damn man! I am independent. And I really have a very independent personality anyway.
I say all of that to say that these feelings can fade and maybe reframing that can help with the emotions around it?
Either way, :hug:s