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Sadielady3
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I felt a little guilty taking today off from work. We were given a free day off to recover from the vaccination. So far, so good. I've had some pain from the injection site and I may have been a little sleepier than usual (hard to say that was the vaccine though) but otherwise, I've been totally fine. But I took the day to just relax and it made my co-teacher have to show up and do his job.
I had X's group tonight. We mostly discussed the fear that comes from racial injustice. I've been indoctrinated into this from my experience working as a white woman in an inner city school. It's a difficult conversation to have and reminded me to be grateful that as a white woman, I don't have to worry about a lot of things that a lot of people of color do. It was a heavy conversation but it definitely was a good one to have. Not very impactful for me though.
My current goal is to quit this group first. I was thinking of quitting at the end of the summer but I think I may do it earlier. Not quite yet but I can always go back if I need to (very easy to rejoin) but I think as I continue to grow, this may be a thing to let go of in the near future.
I had X's group tonight. We mostly discussed the fear that comes from racial injustice. I've been indoctrinated into this from my experience working as a white woman in an inner city school. It's a difficult conversation to have and reminded me to be grateful that as a white woman, I don't have to worry about a lot of things that a lot of people of color do. It was a heavy conversation but it definitely was a good one to have. Not very impactful for me though.
My current goal is to quit this group first. I was thinking of quitting at the end of the summer but I think I may do it earlier. Not quite yet but I can always go back if I need to (very easy to rejoin) but I think as I continue to grow, this may be a thing to let go of in the near future.