Polyfractal
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I have been sexually abused from birth until age 18.
I was raped on a daily basis underground by multiple perpetrators. I have been splitting myself into fragments exponentially, because of the repetitive severe abuse. I had amnesia for 2 decades and then I started to know my DID alters, introducing themselves to me, including their trauma histories.
I have been bullied at school every year for 15 years.
I have been changing school every 1-2 years and the same trauma still occurred to me, I guess I am prone to more abuse, because I have been abused. There were years where I have been bullied by the entire class. I had both physical and psychological abuse. I was so traumatized that I needed to hide in the school's toilet during break times.
I have been ritually abused for 12 years.
I have been through satanic ritual abuse, mind control and programming. It is related to the church, religion and Christianity. I had gone through secondary traumas as well, witnessing unending horrors in the underground, there were murders, deaths and cannibalism. I often have life-threatening death threats from the abusers.
Q: I told my trauma history to my clinical psychologist and I felt I didn't received the compassion/ sympathy/ empathy that it deserves from her, what should I do? For example, she could have said "what you have been through is tough" or "I am sorry that you have gone through so much".
I was raped on a daily basis underground by multiple perpetrators. I have been splitting myself into fragments exponentially, because of the repetitive severe abuse. I had amnesia for 2 decades and then I started to know my DID alters, introducing themselves to me, including their trauma histories.
I have been bullied at school every year for 15 years.
I have been changing school every 1-2 years and the same trauma still occurred to me, I guess I am prone to more abuse, because I have been abused. There were years where I have been bullied by the entire class. I had both physical and psychological abuse. I was so traumatized that I needed to hide in the school's toilet during break times.
I have been ritually abused for 12 years.
I have been through satanic ritual abuse, mind control and programming. It is related to the church, religion and Christianity. I had gone through secondary traumas as well, witnessing unending horrors in the underground, there were murders, deaths and cannibalism. I often have life-threatening death threats from the abusers.
Q: I told my trauma history to my clinical psychologist and I felt I didn't received the compassion/ sympathy/ empathy that it deserves from her, what should I do? For example, she could have said "what you have been through is tough" or "I am sorry that you have gone through so much".