Suicide the ultimate avoidance

[Ronin]

But you got through...

Damn well done, you.

Deserves celebration just for getting through. Because did soo well. Even if it feels awful, now.

 

[osiris]

Meltdown infront of people.
Direct Boss messaged after and said maybe I should take a little time out.
f*ck.

 

[osiris]

So maybe they don’t want me involved in rest of project. Maybe I will lose job anyway.

 

[Ronin]

A little time out can be exactly what it says...

Not being told you are a failure, or laid off.

Being told the boss knows the job is demanding, you are stretched thin, and need a pause to get back to your A game.

 

[osiris]

Too tired. Screen hurting eyes. Sorry. I am failure.

 

[Ronin]

Get tired. Get some rest, friend? :)

Not a failure. Never a failure. Will be here when you need, too. :hug:

 

[osiris]

Too tired for rest. Close eyes and see too much. I want to cry but
Will I get in trouble for sweary ranting here? f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck

 

[Ronin]

Nah... not in trouble ;) If that were one my ass would be booted when I said hello.

Crying is okay, you know?
It's okay to have a bad day... ain't mean you botched it all up.
Just means the day kinda backfired on you, and better ones will come.

 

[osiris]

Bed day. Hiding away. Cannot face anyone after that.

 

[somerandomguy]

Sometimes it's all you can do. Try to relax, if you can.
:hug:

 

[bellbird]

We all need a bed day from time to time.
? <- self care unicorn, for you @osiris

 

[Ronin]

Self care day and sheltering rocks ;) But be safe, yes?

You haven't lost face with all of them...
They lost *theirs*, for letting everything go that far, and pushing you so much.

Honestly, IDK how are work laws where you are, but *the bully & co.* acts should be suable, *and* of everyone who as much as knew about it and their treatment of you, and did nothing.

Because *they* f*ck up, full stop. Not you.