FauxLiz
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So in a few hours I am having repair surgery for a failed surgery from roughly 15 years ago that was necessary because I was so dysregulated and body dysmorphic as a result of my SA that I convinced my doctors to remove what I considered to be the cause of all my problems the very part of me that made me “female” and therefore subject to the abuse.
I am stressed about the surgery I generally don’t have a good track record with doctors, I have been told to expect to be kept overnight even though it is usually an outpatient procedure and I really wanted one of my kids to be there but their school and work schedules (both are in college and working) didn’t allow for it so a friend is accompanying me. It is just times like this that I wish I had a SO in my life, this is when I feel my most alone.
I am stressed about the surgery I generally don’t have a good track record with doctors, I have been told to expect to be kept overnight even though it is usually an outpatient procedure and I really wanted one of my kids to be there but their school and work schedules (both are in college and working) didn’t allow for it so a friend is accompanying me. It is just times like this that I wish I had a SO in my life, this is when I feel my most alone.