Too Much Pain

[lilstar]

I've had such a shit week, and it doesn't look like things are getting any better.
I feel so worthless and I really hate myself right now. Is this all my life's gonna be full of hurt and misery :-( :'(

 

[TLight]

The last thing you want to do when your having an awful time is hate yourself.

You are a precious child of God. I spent almost my entire life in Wrenched self-hate. It is no way to live. Now, when those 'voices' start...I switch and start treating myself as if I were my own precious little daughter. It helps me to learn to love me. Now, when I'm daydreaming, I dream about how much I love ever part of me, even though I'm aging now and despite that.

Love yourself Darling.........please.

 

[lilstar]

I'm sorry, it's too hard.
Thanks though

 

[jude]

Believe me I am feeling the same way but we have to keep trying. Even when we do Not want to go on anymore. It is so hard I know. I am hoping that there is light at the end of the tunnel. We have to try to go on even when we do not feel like it. You are worth it! Part of the problem is we do not feel like we are. I feel like everyone else is but me. I think that is how most of us feel. Hang in there and get help and reach out.