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@anthony I want to deeply express how much your myptsd.com website (forum) means to me with dual diagnoses: prolonged complex ptsd and major depressive disorder. Sir, when you birthed (conceived) this site @anthony, did you have any idea that you would be continually and perpetually helping so many people and saving lives one by one, day by day, Sir, who have struggled so long in the dark with ptsd and thereby also helping their families, and friends to come to grips with ptsd?
We are perpetually gifted by your myptsd.com web site @anthony. Because although I am in intensive EMDR Therapy for torture/violence ad nausea ad infinitum, prior to stumbling on to your form while on-line, I never ever, ever had anyone and never ever been able to talk openly and in depth to help me to understood the ptsd foreign language until your amazing myptsd.com web site. Members in here speak ptsd language about triggers, flashbacks, dissociation, depression, isolation, self-injury, DID, and so many more debilitating symptoms of ptsd.
And Anthony, nowhere in the world except here on your beloved site (other than currently with a 35+ year qualified and dedicated to his craft trauma specialist/therapist that I've only had 6? EMDR sessions with recently) have I been able to be allowed to talk to "my people" a.k.a. ptsd survivors, who speak what I use to call - my foreign ptsd language until after much praying to God for help did I then find your beloved site you named myptsd.com. This is a light in the darkness and a tool out of fear and isolation for members on your life-giving created and incredible forum. And I agape love you, Anthony.
As you know, this cruel and punitive continually giving and then taking domestic and foreighn war ever-seeping injury wound(s) (ptsd) that continues to ooze infection (metaphorically) and cause extreme long-suffering pain months, years, decades and for some a lifetime after the cataclysmic at times many multiple events that caused (my) our ptsd diagnoses, Sir, well, I so wish I could meet you and give you genuine huge gratitude hugs (((hugs))) Anthony. Thank you is never going to be enough for creating your healing and life-giving and life-saving sanctuary and haven for us (me) ptsd sufferers and their families and friends Anthony. I have you on my prayer list up to God now. I am no good on chat line, was banned a couple of weeks because I am not a good fit on live feed Sir.
I am extremely grateful for the threads/posts and all of your myptsd.com members who are caring, educating, sharing with one another (me) their daily ever-changing truths and day to day ptsd. related experiences and their dogged (never give up) determination of staying here one minute, one day at a time while dealing with ptsd, Sir. You have given me the greatest ever gift Anthony, in my life, that until I draw my last breath your gift will continue to keep on giving, and I pray I can help someone by providing comfort, understanding, and connectedness to "my people" (your members on your incredible site) in this wonderful community - crying now. I am on full federal disability for this monster called ptsd and draw so little and am grateful for the opportunity now finally being correctly diagnosed after for 2 or mored decades mis-dx'd to now be in ongoing recovery for 3/12 corrected dx. Praying for God to richly bless you, Anthony.and your family, and friends. I am a prayer warrior. I pray my posting to you does not cause you to be upset with me, for I just had to tell you how much I love your myptsd.com site and you (agape). JadesJewel
