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Concerned...okay I am worried about a situation that is ongoing with my daughter. I am uncomfortable and have a certain amount of fear that is making me tired. So I am afraid and tired.
Today was a weird day. Feeling grateful to have been able to stay in, glad to have gotten so much stuff done, but with an underlying depression and dread I just can't shake.
I feel like I have been abandoned by someone who is very important to me. The reality is that she has been a bit ill and is the primary caretaker for her mother. I guess I just feel lonely and a little lost.
Indigestion.
Surprised and kind of tickled yesterday by a spontaneous, genuine hug from someone who doesn't (even before covid), and with witnesses. Meant a lot. Reminded me I miss hugs, they seem like a long-ago-normal-time.
Yay I made it! Nearly straight out of bed with yesterday's head on, and fell asleep twice, but yay. I hope it helps my friend. That's all I've got to give.
I feel quite good today. A massive shift to the last couple of weeks. Went to my walking group today and that was good. It's a relief to be feeling better and more optimistic about life in general.