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Yesterday I did crochet, mistakes and all. Bad thing is that I can't tell where my mistakes are so I can't correct them. I guess that is a good thing too.;)
Today, I relaxed, and I felt pretty relaxed, too. I had low-level anxiety and memories were buzzing around in the back of my mind like annoying flies, but I was able to stay pretty calm and mellow and enjoy the day. It was a nice change.
I went for a walk and used those muscles even though I had PT yesterday and will have it again tomorrow. I need to be doing that every day that I don't have PT, but it's hard to be motivated. I hate to exercise if I know that I'm exercising! :rolleyes:
I tried to go for a Dip in the Ocean but was foiled by Global Warming! Or rain depending on how you are seeing things today.
So I stayed with my own reality today which was that I didn't find the Gold Coast a very happy, fun or relaxing place. In fact I find it stressful, anxiety producing and a uncomfortable place to be.
Took my daughter swimming, then out for dinner at our favourite restaurant. Poorer but also happier for having gotten out and being able to provide my daughter with fun and laughs. It's the kind of afternoon and evening I hope my daughter remembers. Good memories are important.
Yesterday, I took items to the donation center, bought yarn to continue on my haphazard afghan,bought treats for my dogs and treated myself to a soda when I was done.
I usually have to go with the day before because I am usually on this site earlier in the day before I do anything.
Well, I did something for me but not for my waistline: I bought two slices of cake to bring home from the bakery so that my boyfriend and I can enjoy them when he comes over to visit. Sweet self-sabatage in terms of watching my weight but what the hell.:smug: