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I did not push myself in garden. I did not walk much because I was feeling tired from last three days' walk. I sat there just for a while and was feeling air. Stopped pushing and being so hard on me.
After dying my hair yesterday, I straightened it this evening and now I will go and see two of my girlfriends at ones home - and I bought a bottle of wine......this is MY evening.
I kept in contact with people even though I wanted to curl up and hide. I started telling people the truth about the abuse that has been going on for the last 14 years. I am learning to trust that there are good people out there!
I also slept in today. I went and got a mani/pedi and I even got my eyebrows down. I feel very special and pampered, I have a neat technician that worked on me. She laughs alot. We had good laughs. I will ask for her again. She was so nice and did such a good job. They even gave me a discount card to use everytime I go. What a truly wonderful day.
I am watching the shuttle land on tv. I just love watching history in the making.
My husband did good staying home by himself. I think I will get the dog groomed tommorow.
Guys, I got myself a hangover for today - I mean, I know I will feel really bad when I get up....AND - it feels just good right now. I had a laugh with my girlfriends, which I did not have for about a year - unbelievable, but it is worth a hangover, even with headaches. ;)
First thing I did was take a shower (it's so easy to wash my hair now that it's short).
I am going to do word searches, read a book, do my facebook games and hug my boys alot.
I think my Mom is calling today. That still scares me, but she's the one I have to lean on now to help me get back home. Wish me luck!