What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[Lionheart]

I am thinking that living alone is sometimes very difficult and at other times, I would not have it any other way. I like my alone time, but I do not relish being lonely.

I have not been in a serious relationship with anyone, (outside of friendships), for almost 25 years. *(I was born under the Native American sign of Wolf. Wolves mate for life).

It makes me wonder if there is something seriously wrong with me.

 

[Friday]

Very little is better at fixing procrastinating a shower… than having a spider drop in your cleavage.

Already nekkid. May as well go inside, fetch a towel to wrap up in, and stand under hot water & soap until the heebie jeebies pass!

>.<

 

[Charbella]

Very little is better at fixing procrastinating a shower… than having a spider drop in your cleavage.

Already nekkid. May as well go inside, fetch a towel to wrap up in, and stand under hot water & soap until the heebie jeebies pass!

>.<

Omg for me that would be ways to have a heart attack and hope for death. There would be no passing of the heebie jeebies! I freaking hate spiders!

 

[Friday]

Cha.

Amazing how fast one can strip to their skin and be spinning in circles slapping themselves… with ZERO care how public and not “inside” they happen to be, in that moment.

Shudder.

No fun.

It reminds me of the meme:

“I found a spider in my bathroom. So I very carefully got a piece of tissue paper… and burned my house down.”

Fawking spiders.

 

[Tinyflame]

@Friday my lack of cleavage wouldn't catch the spider, OMG it's loose... I kind of feel that way about all bugs, except for lady bugs and dragon flies, and to a lesser extent butterflies (at least light colored ones lol).

 

[Tinyflame]

Glad a bad T-storm has now passed.

Thinking of a person I've cared for for years. In Dec everyone said close to her time, of course I'm not God but I thought and said no, not at all. In march they said the same, I thought no, I don't think so. Now nobody says it, and I think it will be within the next 1-2 weeks, any day now till then, with 1-3 unresponsive. Just what's on my mind.

 

[Tinyflame]

My person died at 2pm.

 

[Lionheart]

My person died at 2pm.

So deeply sorry for your loss @Tinyflame.

 

[Lionheart]

What is on my mind is that I am not as afraid of dying as I once was. Perhaps it will come as a comfort, at least one would hope. I am not in any hurry to go but maybe when the time comes I will welcome it, instead of fearing it. Just thinking out loud.

 

[Tinyflame]

I think Dear @Lionheart if your Creator who loves you and vice versa so much is familiar to you it would not be so fearful. Hugs to you.

 

[Tinyflame]

I am really blown away by the shift I've had. Can't even get the right words for it, but it feels tectonic, only in a happy gentle way, not disruptive. Haven't felt this peaceful in maybe more than 12 -15 years (and those weren't easy years). I keep thinking what do I have to remember? But it's not that complicated and doesn't rely on me figuring it all out. Relief.

ETA Very grateful!

 

[Adobe]

What is on my mind are the things I wrote out in my journal I am grateful for.